Theomorphi-c.

I have been in bad mood recently,hot-tempered n miserable :) I have no idea y..the feelings jus pop-up from nowhere..crazy isnt it?

Keeping things to yourself isn't a good thing to do,I know that,everyone knows that.But some people,including me,choose to do that.Why?? I have been wondering about that too! Maybe it's because I do not want others to see me unhappy.Maybe I want people to have fun when I'm around? I don't know,seriously.

I'm full of misery now.
And one thing for sure,I'm homesick. :) I was about to cry when I saw this family who were going out together this evening.And,well,I did cry when Hamidah sent me a message of encouragement,I would say.The sentence that made me cry was,'Be the strong Am I know' hahas..thanks alot,Midah.It really made me feel better. :)

Now I just feel that I want to be in my parents' hugs.I want to hug them as tightly as I could.I used to think how would I be able to live if I don't have them anymore? I really do not how am I going to survive.And what if I just flunk my studies n have to go to normal? Would I be able to tell them? Will I be able to finish my education? I do feel like giving up sometimes. Of course,I know I must not do that.I have come more than half of the journey so I must never give up.I'm almost there anyway. :D

Eventhough I really enjoy being with my loved ones but my priority now is to finish my education as soon as possible so as to not waste time and money.I really miss them.

But another problem would be when its really the time for me to leave.Will I be able to do so?? That would remain as a question that you will find out when the time arrives.

I love my family and my friends